Chapter 3
The Fire Escape
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Kael didn't kiss him.
He cupped Arthur’s cheek, his thumb brushing the cheekbone. His hand was rough, calloused, and stained with dried blood.
"You have a nice life, Arthur," Kael said. His voice was gentle, but final. "You have books. You have tea. You have walls that keep the wind out."
"I'm lonely," Arthur whispered, leaning into the touch.
"Loneliness is safe," Kael said. "What I have... it eats people like you."
Kael pulled his hand away. The loss of contact felt like a physical blow.
Kael stood up. He winced, clutching his side, but he forced his body into a vertical line. The vulnerability of the last hour vanished, replaced by a terrifying, mechanical efficiency.
"I’m not the man you made up in your head," Kael said coldly. He walked to the small dining table where he had dumped his pockets earlier. He picked up a burner phone and a black pistol. "I’m just a weapon that needs cleaning. You cleaned me. Thank you."
"That's it?" Arthur stood up, his fists clenched at his sides. "You just... go? After this?"
"This," Kael gestured to the bloody towels, "was a transaction. You helped. I survived."
He checked the clip in the gun. *Click.*
"You're lying," Arthur said, tears pricking his eyes. "You felt it. I know you felt it."
Kael paused. He looked at Arthur, and for a split second, the mask slipped. He looked exhausted. He looked like a man who wanted nothing more than to lie down on that beige sofa and sleep for a year.
"I can't afford to feel it," Kael said. "And neither can you."
He walked to the window that led to the fire escape. He unlocked it and shoved it up. The sound of the rain filled the room, loud and cold, washing away the smell of the tea.
Kael climbed out. He moved with a fluidity that shouldn't have been possible for a man with a hole in his side.
He stood on the metal grate, the rain instantly soaking him again.
"Kael!" Arthur rushed to the window.
Kael turned back. He looked through the glass. Rainwater streamed down his face, mingling with the grime. He placed a hand on the glass, just for a second, mirroring where Arthur stood on the inside.
His lips moved. Arthur couldn't hear him over the storm, but he knew the shape of the words.
*I'm sorry.*
Then, Kael turned and vaulted over the railing, disappearing into the shadows of the alley below.
Arthur stood there. He didn't chase him. He couldn't. He was a translator, not a spy. He belonged on this side of the glass.
He watched the darkness for a long time, waiting for a sound, a siren, a text message. Nothing came.
Arthur turned back to the room. The bloody towels were still on the rug. The two mugs of tea were sitting on the table, one empty, one full. The apartment was exactly the same as it had been an hour ago, except now, the silence wasn't just quiet. It was hollow.
Arthur walked to the window and pressed his hand against the cold glass, right where Kael’s hand had been. He realized then that the wall between them hadn't been broken at all. It was transparent, but it was bulletproof, and he was the only one trapped behind it.
End of Chapter