Chapter 4
The Blizzard
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The storm trapped them there for two days.
The power lines went down the first night. The cabin plunged into darkness, lit only by the wood stove.
They existed in a bubble of survival. Silas cooked on the wood stove. Harper hobbled around on a makeshift crutch he carved for her. They played cards. They argued about politics, about engines, about the best way to stack wood.
The friction was constant, but it wasn't hostile anymore. It was electric.
On the second night, the temperature plummeted.
"We need to conserve heat," Silas said, throwing a log into the stove. He was standing by the window, looking out at the white void.
Harper was on the couch, wrapped in three blankets. She was still shivering.
"I'm freezing," she admitted.
Silas turned. He looked at her, really looked at her. The desire he had been suppressing behind his discipline flared in his eyes.
"Harper," he warned. "Don't look at me like that."
"Like what?"
"Like you want me to come over there."
"Maybe I do," Harper whispered. The near-concussion, the whiskey, the isolation—it stripped away her defenses. She didn't want to be independent tonight. She wanted to be held.
"I'm seventeen years older than you," Silas said, his voice straining. "I'm damaged goods. I have nightmares that would make you scream. I am not what you need."
"Stop deciding what I need," Harper said. She threw off the top blanket. "I'm cold, Silas. And I'm tired of being alone."
Silas crossed the room in two strides. He knelt beside the couch.
"This is a mistake," he groaned, his hand hovering over her cheek.
"Then make it," Harper challenged.
He kissed her.
It wasn't gentle. It was the crash of a dam breaking. It was hunger and grief and desperate need. Silas kissed her like he was a starving man and she was the last meal on earth.
He pulled her against him, burying his face in her neck, inhaling the scent of engine oil and vanilla shampoo.
"You make me feel alive," he rasped against her skin. "God help me, Harper, you make me want to stay."
They slept together on the rug in front of the fire. It was frantic and raw, a reclaiming of life in the midst of the freezing winter. For the first time in years, Harper let someone else take the weight. For the first time in years, Silas put down his weapon.
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