Chapter 1
The Balcony
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The bass from the hotel ballroom throbbed through the soles of Elias’s leather shoes, a persistent, irritating reminder of the joyous celebration he was actively avoiding. He stood on the terrace, bathed in the muted, frosted glow of a lone wall sconce. The autumn air was sharp and biting, stinging his cheeks, but it was infinitely preferable to the suffocating warmth of the wedding reception inside. Elias hated weddings. He hated the forced cheer, the sweeping declarations of love, and the clinking of champagne flutes masking the fragile nature of human promises.
He took a slow sip of his scotch, relishing the burn as it slid down his throat. He adjusted the lapels of his tailored suit, his brow furrowed in its permanent, defensive scowl. The heavy glass door leading back into the ballroom was muffled, thick enough to reduce the raucous laughter to a dull murmur.
Then, the door opened.
A sharp wedge of golden light spilled across the stone tiles of the balcony, accompanied by a sudden burst of music that was quickly silenced as the door clicked shut again. Elias didn’t turn immediately. He assumed it was another guest seeking refuge or a cigarette. But then a scent drifted through the cold air—cedarwood and crushed mint.
Elias’s grip on his glass tightened until his knuckles turned bone-white. He didn't need to look to know who was standing there.
"You always did prefer the cold," a voice said, soft and entirely too familiar.
Elias turned his head slowly. Silas stood a few feet away, leaning against the wrought-iron railing. The photographer looked devastatingly the same, yet subtly different. The warm, amber light from the window caught the faint silver creeping into the hair at his temples. His eyes, usually bright and observant, carried a heavy exhaustion, a weariness that Elias knew he had helped put there. Two years had passed since the day Silas had finally packed his cameras and walked out of Elias's perfectly structured, utterly silent apartment.
Elias opened his mouth, but his throat seized. The familiar paralysis set in. The architectural blueprints of his mind demanded he build a wall, immediately. He scowled, looking away, staring out at the distant, glittering skyline of the city. He offered no greeting. No apology. Nothing.
Silas watched him. The silence stretched, heavy and fraught with the weight of two years of unspoken words. A lesser man would have demanded an explanation, or turned on his heel and walked back into the party. Instead, Silas simply pushed off the railing. He stepped into Elias’s space, bridging the gap between them.
Silas didn't say another word. He reached out, his warm, calloused fingers wrapping gently around Elias’s free wrist.
The touch was a live wire. Elias’s breath hitched. His eyes darted to Silas’s face, searching for a trap, a demand, an accusation. He found only a quiet, magnetic resignation. An unspoken agreement hung in the frigid air between them. *Just for tonight.* Elias set his half-empty glass on the stone ledge. He turned his hand, lacing his fingers through Silas’s. Without a single syllable spoken, Elias let himself be led off the balcony, down the quiet, carpeted corridor, and toward the elevators.