Chapter 1
Chapter 1
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The cold isn’t just a temperature; it’s a memory. The last thing I remember before the world went black was this exact brand of Siberian wind cutting through my cheap polyester coat as I lay dying in a gutter, discarded like trash by the Kang family. But then I blinked, and the gutter was gone.
Instead, I’m sitting at a warped plastic table under a flapping vinyl tent. The air smells of charred flour, spicy kimchi, and the cheap, comforting steam of two-dollar noodles. Across from me, Seo-yoon is tucked into a puffer jacket that cost more than my rent, rubbing her hands together. Her cheeks are flushed a vibrant, healthy pink—a color I haven’t seen on her in years.
“Ji-hoon? You’re staring again,” she says, her voice a melody I thought I’d never hear again. She offers a shy, apologetic smile. “I know it’s freezing. We can go if you’re miserable. I just… I really wanted to try these.”
In my first life, this was the moment I snapped. I had been so blinded by my own "poor man’s pride" that I took her attempt to share my world as an insult. I had called her a tourist in my misery and walked away, setting the foundation for a marriage built on my insecurity and her family’s disdain.
Not this time.
“I’m not miserable,” I say, my voice raspy. I reach across the table, my pulse thrumming with a frantic, living heat. I take her small, freezing hands in mine. Her skin is like ice. In the past, I would have pulled away, ashamed of my rough calluses. Now, I grip her tight. “You’re shivering, Seo-yoon. Why didn't you say something?”
“I didn't want to ruin the night,” she whispers, her eyes widening at my sudden boldness.
I stand up, the plastic stool screeching against the frozen pavement. I dig into my pocket, finding the crumpled bills that represent my entire weekly food budget. In the past, I hoarded them like a lifeline. Now, they are tools. I walk to the vendor, buy two overpriced chemical heat-packs, and crack them open.
“Put these in your pockets,” I command gently, tucking them into her jacket. “And drink the soup while it’s hot. That’s an order.”
She laughs, a bright, startled sound. “Since when did you become so bossy?”
“Since I realized how much time I’ve wasted,” I reply. I watch her eat, the steam curling around her face like a halo. I feel a strange, cold clarity. I know what’s coming. I know the exact minute her brother’s black sedan will round that corner to "check on" his sister’s slumming adventures.
Right on cue, high-beams cut through the falling snow, blindingly bright. A pristine Mercedes Maybach pulls to the curb, splashing a wave of grey slush toward our humble tent. In my past life, I had jumped up and apologized to the driver, terrified of the shadow of wealth.
The door opens, and her brother, Min-ho, steps out. He looks at the noodle stall with the same expression one might use for a clogged drain. He looks at me, waiting for the stumble, the stutter, the bow.
I don't bow. I stand up slowly, stepping in front of Seo-yoon to shield her from the wind and the slush. I meet Min-ho’s gaze with a level, icy stare that stops him mid-stride. I don’t see a superior; I see a man whose tactics I have already studied for a lifetime.
“She’s with me, Min-ho,” I say, my voice carrying over the whistle of the wind. “And we aren’t finished with our dinner. Close the door. You’re letting in the draft.”
Min-ho blinks, visibly recoiling at the sheer authority in my tone. The "useless" suitor he expected to bully has been replaced by someone dangerous. He lingers for a second, his mouth opening to retort, but he finds no purchase in my gaze. He retreats into the car, and the Mercedes purrs away into the white void of the storm.
Seo-yoon stands up, clutching her soup bowl, looking at me as if she’s seeing me for the very first time. “Ji-hoon… what was that?”
I turn back to her. The bitterness of my death, the years of being the "poor son-in-law"—it all melts away under the warmth of her touch. I reach out and brush a stray snowflake from her eyelash.
“That was the end of the old me,” I say. I lean down and kiss her forehead, the heat-packs in her pockets radiating against my chest. “The winter is going to be long, Seo-yoon. But I promise you, from now on, you’ll never be cold again.”
As we sit back down to our cheap noodles, the snow continues to fall, but for the first time in two lifetimes, I am not afraid of the frost. I have the map of the future in my head, and the woman I love by my side. The game has changed, and this time, I’m the one who knows how to win.
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